Size (Anxiety)

I am microscopic

And I’m as vast as the universe

I’m as big as the Coliseum

But as small as each atom that formulates it

I can hear everything in this town

Yet nothing but my own pounding thoughts

I am going crazy

And I have clarity

I am imploding in on myself

But I am bursting at the seams

It hurts inconceivably

Yet it feels so marvelous

I want it to stop now

Though I do still want it to go on forever

Would you please tell me when this will stop?

Though I’m not sure I want to know the answer to that question